It’s been a long way
Exhaustion has conquered me in its unearthly arms
Desperation has stricken me.
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know where to go
Don’t know what to live for.
Darkness is all I am.
I have been in a wonderland, thought I got everyone.
All I saw was the beauty around me
All I saw was the angelic attire all wore.
I heard the melodious voice from the nearby fields
enjoyed the chorus of the birds.
The river that shines in sunlight; like crystal.
The greenery around was a wonderful treat for my eyes.
But soon, I lost my path
lost in the track of time.
Left behind, alone.
Then I know who else could love me better than me.
The I saw hope, realized the poise in me.
Where was this me before?
Why was I late unravelling it?
Why was I feared of the trodden path which only strengthened me.
Not early but never late I had the cognisance that I feared loneliness,
I feared silence.
All the illusions faded, vivid pictures of life appeared
Left behind was the old me, an illusionist.
